[Originally posted elsewhere June 22, 2007]

Ugh. am sooo tired. Even tho I slept, I had weird tense dreams where I was in this military anti-terriorist SWAT team scouring the city for nuclear devices disguised at packs of brightly coloured Post-Its, yelling at people "don't pick up the post-its!!!". Stupid dream. So I woke up late and didn't do any yoga. Blah. The scale this morning was blase, same old same old. Since I'll be doing a lot walking around today hunting down an espresso machine, and some swimming this weekend (yay!) I guess it will balance itself out. I hope it will balance out. Had another yummy salad for lunch, avocado and tuna on frisse and endive. Num...gah! just noticed I'm out of post-its! how did that happen??

Diary of a Happy Fat Girl

[Originally posted elsewhere Thursday June 21, 2007]

For reasons unknown body woke up at 5:15 am even though subconscious mind was happily wrapped in the muscly tanned arms of Matthew Maconnahey. Stupid body! So rather than langour in bed I got up and thought I'll pop the Yoga DVD in. Oof. Harder than I thought. Actually broke a sweat. Muscles and sinew are very stiff and uncooperative. But I felt really good, all oxygenated and vital. hmmm must try to do this every morning. Sorry Matty. Also made nice healthyful salad for lunch, which will save me money and make me feel all healthy-smug while co-workers munch greasy burgers and fries...and spicy goat roti. Damn I forgot it's roti day in the resto..fawkah. Well I also packed a yummy strawberry-chocolate biscotti for dessert. A little sweetness goes a long way.

Addendum 930 pm - had two cheeseburgers and 5 cinnamon-bread sticks for dinner. So much for healthy-smug :(